*sigh* Well this week is turning out to be crap so far. When it seems like my life is going in a good direction...I somehow end up hating myself. Here is whats happening so far:

-I lost a necklace that my aunt had made for my birthday, which I feel terrible about
-I am trying to get better sleep but I end up making myself sick (in some way)
-I am now an understudy for a play in a community theater, but what made it a Hell-ful day was trying to work out how I would do this with my parents (long story as to why)
-My voice is failing me these days and usually singing makes me feel better, but no I sound crappy

And its only Tuseday!

I know all of this seems not as bad as they sound but...trust me...its pretty bad. Its a wonder I haven't collapsed from stress yet (those who know me if it does happen, drag my pathetic self to the nurses office please,thank you and love you)

So what does one do when they feel like they want to scream, cry, or hurt themselves in some sort of fashion?

They write to their little hearts desire~
So during this week I will write a crap load of poems while planning out my next short story with the person I was paired with and see where life takes me from there...

P.S. If there is any being in the sky watching me at the moment, just please help me find my necklace, thats all I ask

Bai Bai